nearly come to an end of first half.. 2008. July is coming, June is history. teacher once told me and friends.. go where ever you wish and you'll survive. am I a survivor then? office is now almost a chaos with the new changes, effective on 1st July.. pros and cons debate by colleagues there and then, somehow makes me worried. I smiled for the good frame work designed, but I frowned when actual situation will never allow the good path to cross over. good people will stay in dream, cronies will have joker's smiles. let's just forget some thing in life :) ah, July is my fav month! let's see if I have anything in my calender? - Broadway Musical Beauty and The Beast @ KLCC (27th June) - Island party @ Centro Klang (28 June) - Euphoria @ Sunway (2nd July) - Best Man @ Saiyid's (5th July) - Team Building @ Jerejak Island (9&10 July) - Holiday @ Cameron Highland (19-22 July) - Holiday @ Tioman Island (29-31 July) I guess this is really a good time for me to take a short break, to have a peace in mind. country is still shocked with the latest petrol price announcement, and now my office.. good changes sometimes ...

kelu lidah nak berkata, pedih hati makin terasa. mana nak di luah hati yang luka, jiwa kecewa sang gelap bertakhta. wajah derita, batin tersiksa kata kita menjadi dusta, kata mereka menjadi bangga. pekak telinga butakan mata, sang kecil tercicir menjadi mangsa. segenggam nasi di pagi hari, malam entah siapa yang tahu. menagih kasih nasib sendiri, menangis simpati, tak siapa membantu. dalam genggam ada janji, dalam janji ada sumpah dalam setia ada erti, dalam erti itu... entah! mana lagu, pengubat zaman mana bantu, menolak angan mana hati, mari luahkan mana teguh, aku nantikan

2 years ago I was working at Bukit Sentosa, or if you dont know where, it's just next to Bukit Beruntung, somewhere near Rawang, and far far away from my home, Klang/Shah Alam. I was there for a couple of months and to be specific, I do some web design business, all alone. why too far? hmm, it's kinda complicated to tell you the whole story. to make it simple, I found a way to stand on my own feet. I was excited back then when I had to have my own office, which is out of the city (as what I prefer). so peaceful that every morning I can have my own breakfast, having tea in the evening and at night, taking my supper all alone in a very peaceful small town without any disturbance. plus, during that period of time, I really need to get away of town for I was too comfortable with failure. it was the time that I have to make a big change and move forward. change all, start fresh. though it has not went so well, I did learned a lot about running business. I also learned that luck is not something undescribeable, rather luck is what ...

it was a borring day today in office. ok i lied. it was just ok after all. nothing much to share with. do you know what is my job in office like? well if you ever enjoy chatting, guess what, I never like it, but I got paid by chatting.. and this is my job. :) oh you dont know who I work with? well, I bet you'll know if I said, yellow man is my colleague..  :D   ok that's enough for my working part. now back to punck perdana. that's where I stay for now (oh gosh! you already know where I stay!) and planning to move out  to somewhere else, but I'm just not too sure where. I need a place nearer to my office. puncak perdana area is not bad after all, it's just, kinda too far from my office, plus massive traffic everytime during the peak hours plus more than 5 traffic lights.. urgh! ok now, have you already know about my blogging project? if you dont, it's called 'Malaysiana' and it was created just 3 weeks ago for my fellow bloggers here in Malaysia. if you ever called yourself a blogger, please feel free to visit, register and start ...

saiyed called me up, asking me to meet him at midvalley (urgh, parking is darn expensive during the weekend, duh!), then I asked him why for the meet? he said just need to talk.. I was at home when he called, taking a short rest after doing some of my math calculation (for exam preparation), and just so you know, he just got me on time when I really need to chill out. then we met, and he asked me to be the groom's maid (pengapit) for his wedding, I was like, "huh!".. what in the world came to his mind that I must be the one? I was blurred for a moment, thinking of the function of a groom's maid, and I cant think of any but to stand aside of the groom during the wedding ceremory (bersanding) and nothing more.. now, shall I reject the request or just go for it? he keep saying that I am the only one who will suit the possition during the ceremory since all of his other friends are either bigger, taller, fairer and so on.. while me keep telling him that I need some time to think about it. lol should I ...