I hope you don’t mind
I hope you don’t mind that I put down in words
How wonderful life is while you’re in the world

the lyric keep playin in my head for the past few days.. it’s the “your song” song’s lyric by elton john..

lately days were my nights.. and nights were my days.. shifting the designed law of life.. tired of being paid, and back to be free. i am dreaming of something which is out of my reach.. hands could not even wave.. even worst i couldnt even see it with my 2 eyes. damn. but it’s calming though. dreaming is a way to make my brain start thinking. this, or this, or that.

but i dont dream too much. i hate dreaming to much. i dont prefer smile while dreaming. push a little hard and i can smile in the real life.. of what has been done rightly.. just a little hard if there’s a need..

sick. 6 month of nowhere. at least for another 6 months, or 3 months if lucky enough. i know there’s a little tiny space for me somewhere, a space which is designed only for me, as what has been designed for other billions, or trillions people in this life.. i will find it one day, and i hope it’s not by luck, or by any hands/help but my own effort.

• long waiting
• hard disk, lost
• a trip to beach
• blogger vs MT vs EE
• another layout is coming